Monday, November 2, 2009
This past few days I was so like tak ada kerja. Sekarang baru nak terhenggeh-henggeh cari gambar bokeh. *blush*







yang ini khas untuk maher. 4 hearts tu, 4 bulan. ehem.

posted by Alymia Nelyza at 10:59 PM | 5 comments
Monday, October 26, 2009
So here I am, here again at MMU. Yeah, welcome back to school everyone. We're not officially Gamma 2 student, just yet. Pray hard to make it though and I hope I can make it. It was hard and tough luck to everyone. But hey, we already given the first assignment this morning and suppose to submit it next week. This is a short semester and we ain't have much time to do a lot of stuff. I promise you, everything will be in a rush.


As for now, I think I want to push the reset button and try to make things better with everything. Sometimes things aren't going well as the way we plan but come to think about it, there must a reason why right?
I need some changes. God, I need to lose some inches. Please, I desperately need one. I just thought that I need to calm down whenever something push me down. I don't want to expect much from others because it hurts real bad when you don't get anything that you wanted. But one thing for sure, I need someone, just one to be there for me. Compromise and togetherness. That's all.


What to do now? Doing some research perhaps?

posted by Alymia Nelyza at 4:59 PM | 2 comments
Friday, October 23, 2009
Rutin sama setiap hari - bangun, solat, sambung tidur, bangun balik, mandi, kemas bilik, turun bawah, basuh baju, kemas dapur, sediakan breakfast, sidai baju, kemas dapur balik, naik atas, mengadap PC, sediakan lunch, tunggu Mirza balik, solat, bila dah mendung sikit angkat baju, mula hujan tutup pc, petang sikit sebelum asar bukak PC balik, solat, mengadap PC, turun bawah bagi Wolfie makan, sediakan dinner, mengadap PC kembali, solat, mengadap PC macam loser, sebelum mengantuk solat dan terus online sampai betul-betul mengantuk.


Kalau minggu lepas semua penat lelah aku kat dapur aje. Minggu ni aku bosan sikit. *banyak sebenarnya* Online 24/7 macam orang tak ada life. Update apa yang perlu. Stalk orang. Bosan sikit, kemas dapur. Bosan sikit, kemas bilik. Bosan sikit, vakum mana-mana yang aku rasa aku nak. Bosan sikit, lipat baju. Bosan sikit, aku menconteng. Bosan sikit, aku tengok movie. Bosan sikit, aku pandang luar tingkap. Paling best dapat hidu bau hujan turun. Rasa aman, rasa tenang, rasa segar.


PC aku akan di reformat. Aku minta belas kasihan boyfriend dan Bapak. Aku tak pernah reformat PC. Sejak beli masa Beta 1 dulu, ini baru pertama kali nak bersihkan PC. Nice kan? Semalam aku buka CPU. Buang debu semua dan tengok apa yang ada aku jadi tak faham. Aku bukan FIT. Haha!


Hari ini aku minum 5 mug nescafe 0. Sedap! Paling best minum masa hujan tengah turun, minum nescafe 0 suam, duduk atas meja kopitiam, mengadap kolam ikan. Tak payah nak fikir apa-apa. Habiskan masa nikmati masa itu cukup... tenang. Aku suka bau hujan. Aku suka bau tumbuhan selepas hujan. Aku suka hujan bersihkan sekeliling. Tapi aku tak suka band Hujan. Itu aku tak dapat nak terima.


PMS dan senggugut kali ini agak hebat. Kitaran kali ni macam tidak seperti biasa. Sakit lain macam. PMS pun lain macam. Alhamdulillah, aku ada orang-orang di sekeliling yang dapat kawal mood aku. Duduk rumah lama-lama pun stress jugak. Stress sampai tak tahu nak buat apa.


Cuti kali ni aku tak dapat nak berkarya. 2 minggu mana cukup. Bagi aku sendiri, sekurang-kurangnya aku kena perah otak dan teruskan menaip selama 5 bulan. Mungkin siap satu. Yang lama punya? Tak mahu cerita. Sedih~ Aku tetap akan cari peluang untuk laksanakan impian aku. Selama setahun tu mungkin banyak yang boleh aku belajar. Mungkin siap 2 atau 3 karya. Mungkin. InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki dan kelapangan.


Oh, esok aku sudah boleh berkemas. Aku nak angkut semua yang ada dalam bilik ni kalau boleh. Jumpa kalian di hostel block. Aku rindu semua terutamanya yang banyak aku luangkan masa bersama. Ciksal dan Alia, bila nak jadi lepak bertiga ni? Dah satu semester tertangguh.



p/s: aku masih belajar untuk sesuaikan diri dan aku inginkan apa yang kau inginkan. kita serupa.

posted by Alymia Nelyza at 11:49 PM | 6 comments
Tuesday, October 20, 2009

My very own photo wall. :D

*nak penuhkan satu dinding. Lepas tu satu bilik. :>*
posted by Alymia Nelyza at 6:34 PM | 10 comments
Sunday, October 18, 2009

Maher called it "Open House de Grande". Full of people and food. We're practically exhausted. So in the next 4 years, I want it to be happen in the hotel. :D


The menu - nasi beriyani, ayam masak merah, rendang daging, dalca, acar timun, sate ayam, kuah kacang, nasi himpit, mee soto, custard pudding, jelly, blueberry cupcakes, red bean puff, and air oren.


The invitation cards says that 11.30 am until 3.30 pm and at 3.30 pm, it was raining. Haha. The open house went until 9.00 pm instead.


And I really appreciate that 23 minutes of video calling with you. :D *meriah jugak kat Kuantan tu amboi amboi*


quite rare for me to woke up early in the morning. :D


mama made mee soto.


where are you osya?


abang ali and kak aisyah


kak aisyah*with her baby yang belum keluar* and onis


busu hussin


uncle sallahuddin and family


mak teh and family


mama, aunty liza, and misha


childhood friends - mama and aunty yasmin


babah, uncle fauzi, aunty farid, mama, and i forgot their daughter's name. *i always get excited when i heard of uncle fauzi's name*


kak nor and our previous bibik - they really help us alot. ALOT!


durian!


yeah, it's our time to eat. i was hungryyyy!!!


you see sayang, in the end of the day i get apam. for real. :D


and this cake really make my night. i feel happy. :D


cik na, ayah su, and mama.


me and angah's baby girl.


p/s: pate brisee, blueberry and chocolate. let's do some baking tonight!

posted by Alymia Nelyza at 12:03 AM | 8 comments
Friday, October 16, 2009

*terlalu penat untuk menaip*


T___T
posted by Alymia Nelyza at 10:47 PM | 2 comments
Thursday, October 15, 2009
It was raining heavily at 2 am until dawn yesterday. I woke up for subuh prayer then get back to bed until 8 am. It was cold outside and it does help me to sleep more. Supposely Cik Na and I went for a morning walk but the weather won't give us any chance. Today is the day Mama start her teaching in the evening. No more morning school anymore for her. Goodluck Mama!


So we had cekodok bawang for breakfast with gulai ayam yesterday leftover. I love sharlots and onions so much and I put huge amount of it in the flour batter. After quick breakfast, Mama and I went out to buy some bakery stuff. It cost Mama RM100.05. It would be perfect without that 5 cent. Haha. And I nearly got hit by a car. She was practically wrong because using the no entry lane. Luckily the Myvi still black and shiny.


Get back home, I start to bake. I promised Maher's Ibu to bake her cookies and I'm sorry for the late of doing it. And Mama also asked me to bake chocolate snowballs biscuits. I get the snowballs recipe from Aunty Sabariah. This is the third time I bake it and it turn out perfectly. Yeah, it was bad on the first and second trying. :D


I was in the kitchen for the whole day and it was hell eshausting. Finally I get my rest at 6 pm.





p/s: hebat sungguh alam cyber. sampai penyakit pun boleh di'transfer' melalui internet. haha~
posted by Alymia Nelyza at 10:54 AM | 4 comments